I'm having a suprisingly good day. I placed a child this morning, and now I am home having lunch. This afternoon, I have a visit at 3:30, and another one at 5:30.

I am tired, but I am smiling. Today is good.


My goal for this weekend is to only work in the AM, and have the PM to wash my car, and go shopping for clothes and maybe groceries. We are picking up Hunter (Hev's dad's new Springer Spaniel pup) on Sunday at 11. It's a 3 hour drive, which means we won't be home until like 3PM. Yuck.


But remember, Today is good.

Tuesday.

Three more days until Friday, then freedom....

oh, just kidding! I have to work on Saturday now!


FML :(

Not a great feeling.

Sent a mass message on my MSN just a bit ago about changing to herbeautyfailed@hotmail.com, and someone I absolutley LOATHE messages me back..

I thought I had her blocked, and I was clearly wrong.

The funny thing? She acted like we were like best friends.

disgusting.

She grew up on a side of the road, where the church bells ring and strong love grows. She grew up good. She grew up slow, like American honey. Steady as a preacher. Free as a weed, couldn't wait to get goin, 'But wasn't quite ready to leave. So innocent, pure and sweet. American honey. There's a wild, wild whisper blowin' in the wind, Callin' out my name like a long lost friend. Oh I miss those days as the years go by, Oh nothing's sweeter than summertime and American honey

There is something about that song that makes me miss my childhood. It seriously gets my childhood to a tee. I miss my family. I miss my mother. I miss my father. I miss them both so much that sometimes I want to cry. I want that back, those times in the backyard picking honeysuckle off the vine. I wasn't always so stuck up. I don't know how I got this way. I don't know how I got to thinking that I was better than my parents...maybe not better, but how I was so much more civilized and I deserved so much more than them. I wasn't always so afraid to get dirty. I remember dirt covered faces and hands playing in the backyard with all my friends. I can't believe I was in such a rush to have it all pass me by, and now I would give anything to have it back.

I miss American Honey...

I have never been much of a 'joiner' or a 'fight for the cause' type person. Maybe it's because I am too selfish and caught up in my own problems, or maybe it's because I can't be bothered with anything other than what specifically affects me, but this was different for me, this touched me. This was awful. I want to do more. I want to help. I want to make it better, and now this is my cause. I don't want to stop at just a donation. I want to make the difference.

Help Save Lives: http://www.hopeforhaitinow.org

Ngi ne themba <3

I am really just trying this out :) I wanted to kind of get away from livejournal and everyone and everything. I don't know if I will keep up with this, or if I really even want to...but I have a few friends over here, so I figured why not?